After School Unwind Session: “Well, I’ve been thinking too much”

*ORIGINALLY PUBLISHED NOVEMBER 23, 2020*

Today was not my finest. We are all allowed those kinds of days. But, just like I tell my students, we have to pay attention to how we react to things. Only WE can control how we react. Many things were setting different emotions off for me. But, I kept myself in check. I reminded myself that it’s all about my mindset and I tried to keep my energy shield up, blocking out negative energy and only letting in the positive.

Now Spinning: Gary Clark Jr. – Live/North America 2016

Key lyric:
“This music is my healing
This music is my healing
Lord knows I need some healing
‘Cause when this world upsets me
This music sets me free, yeah”
Gary Clark Jr. – “The Healing”

That lyric is absolutely perfect for me in this moment. And listening to this live album is exactly what I needed. As I listen to this album, it brings me back to the few times that I was able to see him live in concert. The first time I saw Gary Clark Jr. live, I was in awe. I heard some of his stuff before just from streaming music. This boy can play! He is bringing the blues back! It’s been a long time since we have had some really good blues/blues rock. Think about it…has there been anyone in the last few decades that could really move you like B.B. King, Muddy Waters, or Robert Johnson? Robert Johnson passed before my time. Muddy Waters left this world when I was only 2 years old. But I was blessed enough to have had the chance to see B.B. King live. I went alone to this concert because it was last minute and I really didn’t know of anyone who would be interesting in seeing him, Al Green, and Little Richard. (yes, it was as amazing as that lineup sounds!) 

Getting to see Gary Clark Jr. live was great because I could FINALLY see some good, live blues/rock of modern times. It was a phenomenal show. So, when the opportunity came around again to see him, I knew I had to go back for some more! I got a friend of mine to join me and really pumped him up on what to expect, how his mind will be blown away and how he will get all “the feels.” I just couldn’t wait to share this live experience with someone who never saw him live before!

Well, sadly, this show wasn’t as good as the first for me. Honestly, it was a bit of a letdown. So much so that we left a little early just to beat the crowd and the traffic. I NEVER leave concerts early! It’s not that it was a BAD show. It was just…meh. He was playing a lot of his brand new songs. Most of the songs all sounded the same to me. And I don’t think the sound in the venue was the greatest that night as well.

I’m a concert junkie. So with as many concerts as I go to, there will of course be some let downs. 

The Takeaway

After listening, unwinding, and reflecting this evening, I have to realize that we all will have an off-day. We can’t hold this high standards and high expectations and assume that each day will go smoothly. We will just let ourselves down. I’m not saying that we should have expectations and standards to live by each day and try to accomplish. However, we shouldn’t be so hard on ourselves when things fail…or when we fail. We need to reflect and learn from it. We have to keep moving forward. 

We are the rock stars of our own shows. Only we can control how we live it, how we learn from it, and how we grow each and everyday. 

Even when we feel like the crowd is booing us, the show must go on.